Hey, so I dunno if anyone actually reads my journals, but I felt like I wanted to just write about my life for a moment so I didn't just scream and yell and be an unhappy son of a gun xD

So, finals week is coming up and i'm rather busy, I've got a short story to finish writing that I have to present for Creative writing, A Science test due tomorrow as well as three discussion board posts and then a final next week and then my presentation that is due tomorrow as well. God. I am so not ready for this. AND since I missed like 4 days of karate, I have to make up some days in the gym, which will not be fun because i've been so tired lately. GUH. WILL IT EVER END? D:

On a lighter note, I FINALLY got a new sim card for my new phone after my last one was stolen(R.I.P Cloud and Roxas phone straps!)and got it reactivated, so I've got the annoying task of getting phone numbers together again, and apparently people don't pay much attention to me on facebook because NO ONE has given me their phone numbers yet...guh.

Speaking of friends, that goes back to college. This week we're having our cosplay day for Anime club and i'm a bit irritated that my Organization coat hasn't come in yet. It should be here any day, and it could have come last week, but it didn't, so I might not be able to try out my Demyx cosplay till the actual Con, unless I drag some friends in cosplay to random places and have fun.

Though, Fun is a foreign word to me at the moment....there are five 4-7's at my work and three of them are going on vacation at roughly the same time. So, this means i'm stuck working every single day except for the monday, wednesday and thursday that I have night classes or club, and so I am at school ALL day until around 7 and don't get home until 8......unless its wednesday and I get home at like nine. -groans- DEAR LORD WAI!?

But enough of that. Con. Con is coming up and just thinking about it gives me butterflies. I want to just giggle and flip tables for joy! I am SO excited. I got a bubble gun that you can actually load the bubbles! Its really funny actually, cause I was talking about it with Threshie and she sent me a link to the exact one I have. I really wanted it, but I didn't know how long it would take to ship so I didn't want to risk it. GUESS WHAT I FOUND IN WALLGREENS TWO DAYS LATER? BOOOOOOYAH! Bubble gun. I was giggling insanely once I left. I feel bad for the cashier.

Anyways, there is still something I am debating on though for my Demyx cosplay.....

I know I don't have enough time to make his Sitar, as awesome as that would be, so I was thinking about getting a guitar kind of like.....this one! except not the Dora xD Or like.....A guitar hero guitar..? Or should I just go without..? I was thinking a sign too, cause I love signage, but I dunno.

Alright! That's enough from me xD Go about your business

----YOUR BOY SIDE----
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans
[] Dogs are better than cats
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team
[] Shopping is torture
[] Sad movies stink
[x] You owned an X-Box
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] You own a DS, PS2, or Sega
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] You watch sports on TV
[x] Gory movies are awesome
[] You go to your dad for advice
[] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps
[] You used to/do collect football cards
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think
[x] Sports are fun
[] You talk with food in your mouth
[] You sleep with your socks on at night
TOTAL GUY TRAITS: 16

----YOUR GIRL SIDE----
[x] You love to shop
[] You wear eyeliner
[] You wear the color pink
[x] You go to your mom for advice
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport
[] You hate wearing the color black
[x] You like going to the mall
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You always carry your cell phone/lip gloss/purse with you.
[x] You like wearing jewelry
[x] You cried watching The Notebook
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars
[x] You are/were in gymnastics/dance
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] You care about what you look like
[] You like wearing dresses when you can
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne
[x] You like the movies
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid
[] You like putting make-up on others
[] You like being the star of everything
[] Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL GIRL TRAITS: 14

Lawl!

AND WHO DOESN'T LIKE STARWARS?
-whispers- luke skywalker was my imaginary friend when I was a kid. I pretended I could kill people with my lightsaber x3

Okay, so we moved my grandmother and ourselves into our house and while there are still boxes left to be unloaded, they will probably stay like that for a while.

in recent news, I've had really bad art block. I try to draw and what ever comes out is gross. just disgusting really, so i'll keep on trying, but ah well.

i've been hanging out with a certain somebody, and i'm very happy to say that i am finally not single after another year of being alone. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I am so happy right now, it isn't even funny. though in other news, I lost my wallet and am searching for it. I really doubt it was stolen, it's just that all of my ID is in there, and I was going to surprise my brother when he got home from Europe with a date for my drivers test, but I wasn't able to because I only had my birth certificate for Id, and I'm positive you need two forms of it and I don't want to pay another 20 bucks for a new permit.

So, I'm really happy, my brother is back from europe and I can't draw. well, mostly good, which doesn't happen too often. Love you guys!

OH! and i'm going to innocent seraphim at the end of march

I was bored, and so I stole this from Threshie ;3

Here's 100 random questions:

1) Are you in a relationship with somebody?
Nope ^^"

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?
um....I don't really hate anyone..

3) How many houses have you lived in?
Four. one for like a few months when I was just born, then a trailer for two years and then my previous house till like....three months ago, and now I live in a new house, and it's huge x3

4) Favourite candy bar?
I really like Crunch bars...and Milky way

5) Favourite shoes?
I really like my Etnies. cause I drew Mello and my Oc Sonny on them :3

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
heheh...yes. it wasn't meant to be mean though, just playing around.

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
used to. my mom sold it like five years ago in a garage sale cause I had moved on xD

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?
yes. I was camping and I had been swimming for about six hours, cause I am like a fish...and I didn't really drink any water in that time. I passed out for about thirty minutes after complaining of a headache and when I finally came to, one of my friends went to walk me back to camp cause I couldn't see or walk straight, and I kind of threw up all over the grass. wasn't very pleasant.

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind.
um...what I'm going to do next? i usually have a character of mine in mind though, and am constantly thinking up new plots and stuff...

12) Favourite genre of music?
um....at the moment? Electro-rock I suppose.

13) What is your zodiac sign?
Gemini ;3

14) What time were you born?
I just checked this like a week ago, actually. it was 10 in the morning :3 my mom had been in labor all night though xD poor woman.

15) Do you like beer?
I've had sips before...and it kind of tastes like what I always imagined piss to taste like. xD

16) Ever made a prank phone call?
yes. heheh....back in like, middle school.

17) What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
um....I suppose harry potter on cd? xD

18) Are you sarcastic?
ME? Never. xD

19) What are your favourite colours?
Purple, Olive green and black.

20) How many watches do you own?
a few. one is a state alchemist pocket watch, a broken watch, a ring watch and a two others laying around.

21) Summer or winter?
SUMMMMER! I hate the cold..

23) Favourite colour to wear?
Black. it's very slimming ;3

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
Pepsi. Sprite just pretends to be a good soda. it fails.

25) What colour is your mobile phone?
Red :3

26) Where is your second home?
well, my own room in my house is like my second home. I don't really leave my room much because there isn't much to do in the rest of the house. and when I go out, i'm not really in the house...so...

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
yes. and he totally deserved it.

28) Have you ever had a cavity?
Despite the sealing and work done on my teeth and that I brush twice a day, I always have cavities. my dentist says I have weak teeth and it's not something I can fix ^^"

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?
I don't have any.

30) How many video games do you own?
-snort- real gamers don't count.

31) What was your first pet?
I had a bunny named Ms. Bunny :3

32) Ever had braces?
yes. for four years I had them.

33) Do looks matter?
In a way yes...though I don't really want to go into it in depth ^^"

34) Do you use chapstick?
Not really..I kind of forget too all the time.

35) Name 3 teachers from your Secondary school.
Mr. Stoltz, Ms. Mellinger and Mr. Morrison. I could name every single teacher I had if you wanted me too x3

36) American Eagle or Abercombie?
I don't really like either....

37) Are you too forgiving?
Kinda ^^"

38) How many children do you want?
probably two. I'd be thrilled if I had twins :3

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Guilty as charged. I shop there a lot.

40) Favourite breakfast meal?
um...I don't really eat breakfast, but liquids and applesauce is yummy..

41) Do you own a gun?
Not really xD

42) Ever thought you were in love?
Yah...A few times.

43) When was the last time you cried?
um....it was really recently...um...oh! I was watching Gunslinger girls over again and I cried a few times...

44) What did you do 3 nights ago?
um....hung out in seattle and played videogames with Emily :3

45) Olive Garden? La Panera?
Oliver garden is beast. but I don't know what La panera is...i've heard of panera bread, but that's it.

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
my mommy was my teacher back before the fourth grade xD

47) Have you ever been in a castle?
um...No?

48) Nicknames?
I have tooooooo many xD Save point, polar bear, Tobokeru, Sava, Nah Nah, Sav, Yorkendorsh, Yorkie, Sava Nah Nah, Mouku-Chan, Sy-chan....to name a few.

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
Yush. a lady at the retirement home I used to work at.

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
yush. road trip.

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?
I don't think so?

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
kinda sorta.

53) Have you ever called someone Boo?
no. it's kind of a dumb thing to say ^^"

55) Do you own a diamond ring?
I don't think so o.o

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
I suppose...

57) Do you dye your hair?
sometimes I want to...but I never have.

58) Does anyone like you?
-sigh- yah. but, not for me.

59) What year were you born?
1992 :3

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?
-snort- I have no clue what I was doing when I wasn't even two yet.

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
Yush :3

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
Wendy's is good...

63) Do you like yourself?
Yursh :3

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?
My mom, for sure.

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?
I really like eyes. Hands that are a bit bigger than mind don't hurt either...I like holding hands x3

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
not usually.

67) Have you ever eaten paste?
xD I don't think so.

68) Do you own a webcam?
Ahurm :3 it's built in.

69) Have you ever stripped?
not professionally. but when I change my clothes or take a shower, that tends to require me stripping my clothes.

70) Ever broke a bone?
Nope.

72) Do you chat on AIM often?
i'm usually logged in twenty-four seven, but not always at the computer.

73) Pringles or Lays?
Pringles are addicting.

74) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I might have, but I think it was best to, because lying to someone and leading them on is no better.

75) Rugrats or Doug?
DOUG all the way.

76) Full House or The Brady Bunch?
Full house x3

77) Did you like your high school guidance counsellor?
She is alright :3 pretty nice, though she kind of irritated me when she helped me fill out my senior project form. cause we did some parts together and then she reviewed it and told me some parts weren't clear .---.

78) Has anyone ever called you fat?
yah ^^" but it doesn't bother me.

80) Do you own a car?
in a way ^^"

81) Can you cook?
kind of. not very many though. I wouldn't trust my cooking all that much.

82) 3 things that annoy you:
Hypocrisy, things unorganized by color, stupid pick up lines

83) Do you text message often?
Too much xD

84) Money or love?
Love :3

85) Do you have any scars?
I have a bunch on my feet from where they got cut open by shells and stuff on the beach when I went on yearly clamming trips and one on my middle finger where my finger got trapped in sliding crib door when I was two.

86) What do you want more than anything right now?
To be in a meaningful relationship with someone

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
yes. and usually I cling to someone close to me and squeeze them to death or cover my eyes and scream. A lot.

88) Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships.

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?
Juicy fruit is good...but it doesn't last very long.

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
yes, but when it's dripping or there is too much, that's just gross...

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?
my brother made the entire family watch every single one. as well as all the Rambo movies.

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
yes ;3

94) Who was the last person that said they loved you?
Jamie :3 we were talking on the phone and ended with our usual "Love you, bye's"

95) Who was the last person that made you mad?
um...My dad. earlier today.

96) Who was the last person that made you cry?
um.....my dad?

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Jesse, my friend :3

98) Who was the last person that you fell for?
um....not mentionable .///.

99) Who was the last person that instant messaged you?
Jesse :3

100) Who was the last person that called you?
some secretary for the university of Pheonix looking for a Max ^^"

Alright. So, my life has been hectic, to say the least lately.
my birthday was on the 16th and I am finally seventeen. now we have 363 days till i am eighteen xD

I'll be counting.

but we moved. to Milton, Wa. and if anyone knows where that is, kudo's because the place is tiny and I am already missing seattle. it's about an hours drive to Seattle actually, which really sucks. I am unable to get there easily by bus and driving so I am irritated to say the least.

but, we had finals in college and my college is now an hour away as well, so I have to transfer. which sucks like a mofo. I had to drop my chemistry class because I was going to miss the final, which is 35% of my grade. I would have failed the class.

My aunt has cancer now. she's my moms half sister, divorced twice, three children under the age of eight. one mentally handicapped. it's cervical cancer, and already in her bladder. god help us. I don't even know what's going to happen if she passes away...my grandmother was going to lose her house because she was in major debt, and she was borrowing money, and now she isn't losing her house, but still has a lot of bills to pay.

I am helping move my grandmother up from Oregon this monday. it's a seven hour drive over there and not much fun. we are going to get her stuff together and just pack....-sighs-

on my birthday everyone was working, and no one got home till seven thirty. I was home alone till then and kind of just sat in my room, unpacking things the entire time and being kind of mopey...sucks just a bit.

but, I did get a super cool new T.v to replace my turn-dial tv, where the blues were yellow for my birthday. I helped pay for it, but it's a 26" flatscreen HDTV and really great. I love it.

I also got a ball jointed doll, and after I get him a new wig, cause the one I have really sucks, I am going to take pictures of him :3 his name is Akahi Lolani and he is beautiful. I can't wait to show him off, I really can't.

I am exhausted after going to my brothers college graduation and unpacking things all day, so I am going to go to bed and sleep cause I have a grad party that I, myself, am preparing our newly moved in house for and I don't even know where to begin. over and out!

-savannah